Popular Post Heather67 Posted January 18, 2013 Popular Post Report Share Posted January 18, 2013 So it was a month ago...a Friday, that I told my story of the go figure,the cool pharmacist who red flagged me. A month since I was in full scale "this is gonna suck balls big time" mode. That day the sick and twisted addict in me said" maybe there could still be a way around this, how the fuck do you think you can let go of speed...you love it,you need it"....today that part of me is in remission...the healthier part of me says "isn't it great not to spend every hour planning a score, not to be paranoid and unable to sit still,not to be digging the damage hole any deeper...not to be up till 3 a.m like its normal." Life is far from complete but its better than it could ever be with adderall consuming my every minute,my identity,my morals and values .....my everything. Thanks to so many of you who told it strait,shared your own struggles and gave me a desire to keep going...ill. continue to ask that of you,and you'll oblige. And if you're new here or struggling...you have to want it 110% ...you can't find excuses to use....find the reasons not to. Heather 8 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sebastian05 Posted January 18, 2013 Report Share Posted January 18, 2013 NSN, this is really great news! (just sent you a PM) CONGRATS! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lea Posted January 18, 2013 Report Share Posted January 18, 2013 words to live by ... ....today that part of me is in remission...the healthier part of me says "isn't it great not to spend every hour planning a score, not to be paranoid and unable to sit still,not to be digging the damage hole any deeper...not to be up till 3 a.m like its normal." Life is far from complete but its better than it could ever be with adderall consuming my every minute,my identity,my morals and values .....my everything. That's great NSN! You are a true inspiration. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sky Posted January 18, 2013 Report Share Posted January 18, 2013 great job sista. I remember when you first came around here, you've come a long way baby! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FALCON Posted January 19, 2013 Report Share Posted January 19, 2013 neversaynever Hey sister congratulations 30 days your over the hump. I new you could do it you got a lot going for you your 3 year old and your husband whom you will be united with in the near future its a blessing in deskies that you got busted it oped up your eyes to what is real important its family that is the big picture in life we can not be selfish we most put family first then our self’s second. I am proud of you please keep up your great will power us member friends are her for you I guess we are like your internet family in a way stay strong Your brother FALCON Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SomedayDreamer Posted January 19, 2013 Report Share Posted January 19, 2013 Congratulations! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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