I think my biggest problem is that I didn't quit for myself I quit for everyone else in my life who wanted me to, in particularly my mother. I know I took way too much Adderall, I was prescribed 120 mg a day, and I took 120 mg a day like clockwork. My problem is I like who I am on it, I believe I just had entirely too high of a prescription. I have been completely off it for 4-5 months and I'm not doing anything with my life. I have zero self motivation to even get out of bed. Can anyone relate to that? I am very close to saying fuck it, and just going back on the one thing that truly made me enjoy life.
