TodayDeterminesTomorrow

Today is definitely the toughest yet, I'm struggling to keep my eyes open. I know this is a 30 day challenge, but right now I'm just trying to get to 1 week

Day 3 in the books...not easy, but at least I got out of bed. Im praying for day 4 to get easier...

Hi all- day 2 for me. I've been in bed for almost two days but I'm hoping tomorrow gets easier

Thank you all. Always awesome- where do I find the 30 day challenge you mention?

I just can't do it anymore- I flushed what I had left tonight because that's really the only way I could think to get to the point. Tomorrow will be day 1 and I know this won't be easy- but I am at the point where I am so afraid of losing everything that I see no choice. Would anyone like to join me for this 30 days? Would anyone be willing to help me keep my word by serving as an accountability check in, or something like that? The reality is that I don't have anyone to turn to and I know that I am my own worst enemy- if anyone would be willing to step up for me and hold me accountable for a daily check in, it would mean the world. I'm genuinely raising my hand for help...please let me know, thanks for the support everyone. Here we go

I am feeling like I'm at a dead end. I don't know how I wound up here, addicted to this crap- but I'm here and today feels worse than most. I made a final resolve to quit, cold turkey which is the only way for me and I actually made it - 6 whole days. And right when I was starting to come around, to get energy back and begin living again- just like hat the opportunity arose to get my hands on this torture and for reasons I can't explain- I'm right back where I started. I am so dissapointed- in myself, in the fact that I don't know how I can handle three days like that again, the fact that I feel I've lost control...I want to quit, I know I have to- yet this is going on 15 months now and I can't do what I know I should be doing. Any help, any advise- anyone willing to step up and hold me accountable- I'm here, need you and appreciate anything that can help