BradyLady

1 week and 1 day clean. The past two days have been hard for me. I have been struggling with wanting to take again. But I try and keep telling myself you don't wanna feel like you did again after the crash. It was horrible. I am fighting thru and staying strong. Staying busy and occupied helps a lot.

I've been clean from Adderal now for 3 days. I was prescribed 20 mg twice a day about 5 years ago and have been on it off and on ever since and abusing it by taking up to 100mg in a day. I came across a article about it being as addictive as crystal meth.... and my obsession with finding out about it and the truth. Cause not everything on internet is true! Lol