Adderall,
That little pill that made me feel invincible ruined my life. Gave me great pleasure, help lead me to my dreams then my downfall. I am now recovering with experimental drugs for parkinsons yet I still think of taking it again to feel that invincible rush that it first gave me. Yet I think of my downfall, depressed, nervous wreck, unable to feel pleasure, paranoid freak. Then I think of the good times and how this time will be 'different'. I need to squash it, it wont be different and it will take me the position I was in. Do you guys have the same thoughts? Will they diminish or do you guys always ponder back on the good times and want the drug again?