[Adderall ruined my life but I still flirt with the idea to get back on]

 

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[What was your withdrawal like?]

I have a similar experience. I have an IQ of 164. Adderall screwed me up. I could barely function and had every side effect you did. I barely could do anything. I felt like I went below 100 also. However there is still hope. Just consider this like an injury. You can still heal and recover. 

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[Adderall Recovery Guide]

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[Adderall Recovery Guide]

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[Adderall ruined my life but I still flirt with the idea to get back on]

2 hours ago, sleepystupid said:

it won't be. 

actually, let me be more specific: it will be different in that the period of "invincibility" will be greatly reduced, your tolerance will jump right back to where it was before.. THEN it won't different. it will still lead to downfall.

i would be careful with those Parkinson's drugs, mainly because they're experimental, and second because you're still not allowing your body to start regulating its own dopamine systems.

Yeah, no you're right. I once relapsed and made go straight to a downfall for 6 months... I been looking for alternatives, like modafinil to try and get me what I enjoyed from adderall. Energy and focus\concentration. I am looking to make a stack that will give me the same effects I used from taking adderall.  Then I am like why not just use adderall. Horrible idea. thank you guys for removing the nonsense from my head. 

[Adderall ruined my life but I still flirt with the idea to get back on]

Adderall,

 

That little pill that made me feel invincible ruined my life. Gave me great pleasure, help lead me to my dreams then my downfall. I am now recovering with experimental drugs for parkinsons yet I still think of taking it again to feel that invincible rush that it first gave me.  Yet I think of my downfall, depressed, nervous wreck, unable to feel pleasure, paranoid freak.  Then I think of the good times and how this time will be 'different'. I need to squash it, it wont be different and it will take me the position I was in.  Do you guys have the same thoughts? Will they diminish or do you guys always ponder back on the good times and want the drug again?