@LiberatedMind I could not relate any more...honestly. It's been a couple of weeks since you posted now, how are you feeling about it now? I don't want to be counting on this stupid pill to get me through unpleasant times...but I also don't want to go through them--then I feel like I'm weak, etc...and it's just not a fun time. I know the answer too, and if you're anything like me, you just keep thinking that..sometime soon, that day will come when everything just falls into place, so you keep taking it--but then years have gone by..it's the most vicious cycle
Ugh. I'm really no help right now, ha. I just can truly relate to what you're thinking and going through right now.