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" addicted or not, im going to do what i have to do to be the best mom. As long as hes happy, i dont care if it kills me." is not ridiculous. You're not a disgrace. You are loved.

And guys, just because you're moms addicted to adderall doesn't mean I don't love you!

My mom abuses crack, it's family though so I know I have to be loving and I recently went from being panicked about her going and doing that to really supportive of her wants and needs. I am happy if she's happy. First of all it's not the end of any of our worlds. your kids are accustomed to you being in your room and left alone, so what? In one perspective there might come a day maybe when they're old enough to understand and accept their mom in the case that this doesn't change. I struggle to accept myself because I like to kill my emotions and get high with my mom's percocet and I'm a recovering heroin addict. I've been clean from heroine since the last year of high school and I'm 26 now. It's really hard knowing you have a problem, I'm terribly sorry about how you feel, it's okay to be sad about it but still look up and remember the bad feeling will pass and you can accept yourself, right? And your life too. Try to begin a healing process. Taking time for yourself to get over past traumas might help your mind to be healthier. And remember you're decisions aren't who you are. you can get clean too. My mom was clean since December, but she had one slip, then a second one where she was honest with me. I really appreciated her being honest with me. May you be honest if you still have a problem with adderall with you children when they're old enough to face it please because it helps their feelings. I've been up this is the third night in a row and I am taking more adderall than usual because I am trying to see if it will work to get me to clean my messy room. It's been so hard to focus for some reason my mom's adderall isn't like my xr and isn't helping at all. We'll see wish me luck. Pulling all nighters is so much fun. Much love.