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@SleepyStupid @Tom23Jones Fair enough. I’ll give it a try. I’ll give it my all. my doctors all recommended going back on low dose vyvanse to finish my first semester of college so I don’t ruin my chances at med school right away. Then try to go off at a less critical point. What do you think about that?

Thanks for the replies. But as much as I want to believe it is a permanent solution to a temporary pain, I have found nothing out there that says this is temporary. I see it now as a permanent solution to a long life of unfilled promise, pain, and regret. There is no recovery. You see people on here who go years without progress, and they didn't start when they were 12 years old. My life was over before it even started. Sucks, because I had so much promise as a kid. It's gone now, and there is no evidence that significant recovery occurs. @SleepyStupid @Tom23Jones @Mark S

It wasn’t my fault. I was the kid who always said that they’d never drink or do drugs. I held that promise I thought. 12 year old me had no idea that the pill they said would help me would destroy my life 6 years later. I never took more than the prescription. I knew better. I was the kid who had a sparkle in their eye. I was the kid with all the world in front of him. I had it all. I was extremely creative. I had a memory that blew away my parents. I was always getting A’s, even before the meds. I didn’t have ADHD. They said I did though. 6 years of use and 4 months off abstinence later, here I am. No energy. No motivation. My memory gone. My cognition broken. My hands tremor. Everything I had was taken from me. Now here I am at college. These are supposed to be the best of my life. I’m supposed to be the smartest I’ll ever be. I can hardly even finish an assignment nowadays. Wellbutrin worked for only one day. I’m sitting on a park bench at my university now. Seriously pondering whether I want to continue living a life knowing I’ll never be everything I was supposed to be (and thus, falling short of my potential) or to take that potential to the grave with me now. Why me? Have seen no success stories of people getting better after being prescribed so young. I've written somethings down for goodbyes in my notes app. I need hope. I've tried those hotlines but they are useless.