NatalieTX17

Thank you so much. I'm trying to hang in there. It's rough but I do have hope after reading so many success stories on here. A lot of people were on this drug for much, much longer than myself and emerged happy and healthy after some time.

So I was on Adderall 15mg with a 5mg "booster" for last 30 days. I am now a little over 48 hours without Adderall. This is a living hell. I feel like I'm in a giant vat of molasses or something. Every thought, every movement is a struggle in slow motion. All I want to do is eat and sleep. I can't believe I did this to my mind and body and I can't believe doctors prescribe this sh*t. The first few days I felt like a God. But I stated realizing every time it wore off, day after day, the crash was getting worse and worse. Long story short, I turned into a monster and my family did not deserve to be treated the way I treated them. At least it only took 30 days to realize this was taking me down the wrong path.