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Everything posted by Jimmy Ray
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Dealing with the guilt of another adderall binge. Almost constant relapse. But not giving up.
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Tonight is Adderall's last stand. This is absolute insanity.
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Fighting off the panic and feeling of insanity once again. I've been fighting this for over a year with almost 2 months clean until 4 days ago. For a brief moment, I remembered the joy of being on day one of a binge. I am a BINGER. Today is my 4th day without sleep and only one meal. My body has done all it can and I rode another one to the end. Everything hurts, I'm starving but can't eat, and have that feeling of panic. I feel as if I am one shake away from losing my mind.