GoingCrazy

Hello All. I found this post and not sure if its to old to get responses or not. I am on Adderall currently 25xr morning 15ir afternoon. I have been on it for 3 years now and it has helped me so much. I have found a new passion and started a small business. HOWEVER I am a freaking crazy maniac. Literally. I have the absolute worst anger and rage over nothing. I don't get physical with anyone however I do self harm. I start fights with my husband of 23 years for no reason and I get so damn angry I just start breaking things and putting holes in walls. I accuse him of horrible things that I know are not true but my head says they are. I have begged him to divorce me. I feel like I deserve to just be alone. I am on 19 days of not leaving my house. I have cut off all emotional connection to everyone. I have always had a temper and depression and anxiety. I also take Cymbalta for the depression. I started both meds at the same time and have heard that cymbalta can also cause issues. My self worth is absolute crap. I have days I dont get out of bed. I will wake up and take my adderall and roll over and sleep for 6 hours. It doesn't jack me up or anything it helps with my focus but that is all. Has anyone else had these horrible outbursts? Also ZERO SEX! I'm talking like going on a year. WTF is wrong with me? Do I just quit taking them? Someone please help!!!!