Whozaka

Ive come looking for answers after one of the hardest experiences in my life. I met my wife back in 2018, we became best friends and did everything together all the time. Our love was so strong, our sex life was amazing. I literally could not have had a better life with her. I have been previously married so getting married again was a little off to me but she was the one. She was the one I was supposed to be with. We started building a house together where we would have kids together and raise a family, until she got heathcare from my job. she always said she had ADHD so she was diagnosed and prescribed adderall. At first things were normal, she was motivated and seemed like this was good for her. Eventually overtime she started sleeping more and more, her affection towards me started dying. Some days she would sleep 17-20 hours a day only to wake up to order Olive Garden and go back to bed. The only time I would ever see her have a smile is when she was preparing for work where she would start eventually volunteering to do double shifts. this went on for a year until I had enough, I told her i deserved to feel the love she used to give me. We separated for a bit and I realized I couldn’t live without her and despite the issues I was willing to try and work through them. She told me she wanted to work on things. We went to dinner for our 2 year anniversary, we were intimate things seemed right. Then she changed again like over night, turns out shes now entertaining all of these other men and lying to me about it all. I ended up going temporarily insane until I told her I cant do it. she is not who I fell in love with. who this person Adderall created is someone different. I thought I was the problem, I lost all self worth and lost a core part of me until I found these forums. This drug ruined everything I built over the past 7 years.