justagirl

I feel nothing. No motivation, joy, can’t have fun anymore after the abuse. Currently still using but much lower dose. If I quit long term will my emotions come back? Even on the days I dont use, i feel like an empty black hole, but its worse when i take them

Thank you so much for the encouragement!

Made it two months adderall free after a hellish almost 3 yrs of abusing, looking back now I’m saddened and devastated at the time lost because my daughter was a baby and all I cared about was getting my hands on a handful of orange pills for a few hours of being high… then the comedown seemed like it’d last for weeks, to the point I couldn’t function like a normal human.. I get so angry at myself that I ever put myself in that position to begin with. After a few trips to the emergency room because it felt like I was having heart attacks, I knew I couldn’t do this anymore.

Hi guys. I felt pulled to share my story in hopes that it might help/inspire someone. took a ton of adderall, relapsing for the billionth time it feels like (a story all too familiar) but this time I decided to tell my husband instead of hiding it from him.