Made it two months adderall free after a hellish almost 3 yrs of abusing, looking back now I’m saddened and devastated at the time lost because my daughter was a baby and all I cared about was getting my hands on a handful of orange pills for a few hours of being high… then the comedown seemed like it’d last for weeks, to the point I couldn’t function like a normal human.. I get so angry at myself that I ever put myself in that position to begin with. After a few trips to the emergency room because it felt like I was having heart attacks, I knew I couldn’t do this anymore.
