One question I have for those who have many years of recovery under their belt (and I mean this in the most respectful way possible) - what keeps you coming back to this site? Do you still think about Adderall or your recovery after so long? I just hit 2.5 years and still think about it (not in the context of wanting it, but I’m still acutely aware of the fact that I used to take it and am very much still not back to normal), though I’d hope the whole thing would be a distant, unpleasant memory after 4, 5, 13 years off.