cremefraiche

Dear Amelie, Terrific name, thats one of my favoritest movies of all time: le fabuleux destin d'amélie poulain. I'm better you've seen the movie, and admire the main character as much as I do. Everytime I watch it, I envy her - her beautiful pursuit of finding herself through helping others. Finding her passion for life, finding someone to be passionate about - someone just like her that she didn't think she would ever find. Just keep reminding yourself that you are on a similar journey. You are finding your TRUE self, not your chemically induced self. How can you ever find what you are truly passionate about when adderall blurs the differences between activities and make even the most mundane tasks better - even entertaining. The glorious part about quitting, is we will become like everyone else, and be able to get through mundane tasks without drugs. If everyone else can do it every day, so can you. The trick will be to forget that you ever enjoyed such boring tasks while on a drug. The enjoyment was fake all along - just remember that. You are going to be living a REAL life from now on. And just like Amelie, you might discover that there are REAL things out there that light up your life. Things you might not have felt such a strong connection to before, because you were able to devote yourself entirely to boring things while on adderall. But once you feel that connection to real life, you will experience a self-awareness and a high you've never been able to feel before. Best of luck.