Jessy

Good luck, I hope its nothing to serious!

Yes this is my first time quitting this long, today is day 10! I think lol... but close enough, and yes taking it for a confidence boost is for sure right, I mean I've always been perceived as a confident person, but really when I would get in a group larger than 5 I could seriously freak out. haha but anyways im doing better on that end. Thanks for the post! Im actually on Suboxone and have been for the last couple years, and they made me so tired! So that's when I started with the Adderall just to stay awake. But im slowly coming off of those as well and were I don't take as much im really not that tired, nothing coffee cant help!

It is scary as hell just thinking of not having something to take, I know this. But you just gotta jump, just do it, take it one day at a time until it starts to get easy, until you do that nothing will change. I know what its like to be in the "closet" with it, my family and friends thought of me as a perfect angle! lol wow were they wrong, but you just deal with it, there going to love you no matter what happens. I felt they might lose respect for me too, and hell some of them might have, but im getting better everyday and really its just something in the rearview mirror now. My fiancée did the same thing with me, turning his head like nothing was going on, but he is my biggest supporter now he wants me to be happy and healthy and im sure your husband will feel the same way. The people that love you will always love you, hang in there everything will work out.

Haha thanks Tessa, im doing pretty good, week two is much harder than week one, not the physical part its really just the mental part of it, cravings are awful right now! But, a friend of mine came by yesterday "always has a pocket full of life savers", and not only did I answer the door but I turned them down!!!! I had I hour fight in my head in the kitchen before I said no, but I did say NO.. that felt great! So im hanging in there, thanks for the support!

Thank you, Thank you and Thank you! I've actually surprised myself with how great this is going, I've tried to quit a few times before but as soon as the playroom got to dirty or the laundry fell behind I would always fold! "I cant do all this without my Addie's" I would say! I've been on them just a little over two years, I've tried them before but two years ago is when I "convinced" my doctor I had add, what I did have and still do is o.c.d and having those made it sooo much easier for me to make everything perfect! But as of last week I decided the emotional whirlwind and crazy mood swings just wasn't worth it! So im gonna keep on keeping on, my house sure doesn't look like as spectacular as it did last week, but me and my kids are happy so id say its worth it.. Thanks for the support, its help more than you know. P.S Craving so bad right now I could scream!

Well today is the big 7 days for me! Sounds little so I don't know why I feel its been a year, im proud of myself, cant wait for the one month mark! This week is my week to call in my refill, but guess who's not picking up the phone..... this girl.