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Not really my bfs working outa town for the next couple months and I've been on it for about a yr if it wasn't so long I wouldn't mind just quitting but I feel Like I've heard that withdraws off of 60mg can be harsh so I can only imagine what mine might be

I can notice now I feel like 2 different people... Even my BF of 3yrs says I'm not the person he met 3yrs ago... I just want to get back to that person I have 2 kids and after having them I noticed some of my ADD like symptoms becoming more apparent... So I went to my dr and they did the whole 9 yards but due to ins issues I ended up on adderall... I have very rarely come across people that take what I do and it's not surprising but it definitely makes it hard to find people that can relate to your situation.. I currently take about 180mg a day 30mg IR QID & 30mg XR BID Anyone I talk to says I can't stop cold Turkey bc of the high dose but it's really hard for me to have it and not take it has anyone been on this much and quit cold Turkey??? If so how did it go for you.. I'm really hoping for any helpful comments Ty