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Haha. Sound advice. I guess I'll just take it easy for now and not try to force it. It's funny you mention a song about quitting, I've prolly wrote 5 or so songs about adderal/stimulant abuse.

Thank you for the welcome! Yes that's true. I literally thought it was genius level, and I couldn't understand why people I showed it to didn't reciprocate. I'm actually afraid to read it in my non-altered state. I'm very harsh on myself, so I hardly share my music, but on adderal I was so arrogant I showed everyone. I'll definitely get into the 30 day challenge. I appreciate your quick response. This place seems very cool.

Hello everyone. I recently quit adderal, 5 days ago. I'm a 21 year old male if that matters, and I had taken it for 3 years with sprinklings of abuse thrown in. I quit to regain my creativity, as I am a singer/songwriter. Or at least I aspire to be. I've always wanted to write music, lyrics specifically, all my life. And I couldn't until I found adderal. But now that I've quit, I fear I've lost the ability to write like when I was younger. I thought quitting was supposed to increase creativity? I'm terrified I won't be able to write, and I don't want to go back to adderal, I feel so much better. But if it's what I need to write, I'll go back. It's my dream. Can anyone shed some light?