cagedbird90

Adderall, you have taken ahold of my well being and sanity. Five days without you and each day, I hear you snickering at me. "You'll come crawling back. You can't stand that worthless, sad reality and lack of energy." "You need me." "Just go fill me." "You know these things will never get done without me." Well, you know what Addy? Fuck you. Fuck you for manipulating me. Fuck you for allowing me to lose myself in your bullshit. You're a liar, and a damn good one. You lie to me over and over again. That burst of energy flowing through my veins, that intense beating heart, the sudden lack of need to eat. It leads me back to this very same spot; regret. I'm done with you. For my daughter. For my sanity, for me.