Mcheese

Okay so I've never posted anything on a website ever so forgive me for my novice post. I've been reading up a lot on adderall abuse because I have been abusing adderall since last fall of 2013 and my usage has increased drastically through the spring and summer school semesters. I am not prescribed adderall but my best friend is and she gives/ sells them to me willingly. I started abusing it to keep up with my busy lifestyle of pre med classes and work. Sometimes I feel like I don't have enough time in the day to get everything done that I need and adderall helps keep me going and focused. I rarely take more than 20 mg IR in a day but I've noticed that I'm beginning to lose myself. I was training for a half marathon and now I can't even run without feeling like I'm going to pass out. I'm 5'8 and barely 120 pounds because I'm constantly on the go and not eating. I never thought it would become this way. I only ever started taking it because I felt like it really helped me pay attention and get my life organized. Now I've decided to quit for good because I feel that it is a slow, painful death both mentally and physically. I am happy to have found this website because it inspires me to get my life back together. I know that I can succeed without it.