Reading all of these posts has been unbelievably eye opening. I thought I was the only person silently fighting my own battle. My experience seems to mirror a lot of the stories already posted. What began as a wonder drug seems to have slowly became the center of my day / life. What once was, in my head, my biggest helper. Has now become my weakness. Nobody I am close with knows how much I actually leaned on this drug while I was moving my way up at work. It has pushed me away from my friends and family because I am always pre occupied. I will put my story up here shortly, I just wanted to say I am thankful for this site, I have an outlet to get through this tough faze and I hope I can offer some of you some encouragement or advice. I am on day 4. This was exactly what I needed. I will put my story up, so you all will have some backround. Thank you!
