[Day 2 - Adderall Free-- someone please help me!!]

It's day 2 without any Adderall and all I am doing is crying. I can't stop. I am so depressed. I feel like I can't live without it. I feel like there is no purpose for me. I feel like I'm losing it. What do I do?!?!?! Is this normal?!? Please help me!!

[What Made You Quit... please help]

B.D. - today is day 1 for me of stopping this evil drug. I will tell u why.... It's not an easy thing for me to admit, but I almost ruined my life and the lives of my 2 precious children and my husband of 20 years. This drug put me in such dream land that I thought I could do anything and didn't even think twice about the consequences. I was mixing alcohol, Ativan(an anxiety drug) along with my 80mg of Adderall. I thought I was wonder woman. I became this person I NEVER EVER would have become if I didn't abuse and become addicted to Adderall. I was meeting guy friends on the weekend(without my husbands knowledge) and doing God only knows what because I just didn't care. He separated from me until I can get myself help and be the person he fell in love with again. The last straw was this past weekend when my 13 year old son had to call 911 because my heart was racing so bad I thought I was going to die. I can't live this way anymore. I am where u are right now!! Let's do this together!!! We CAN DO THIS!!! we can help each other. I will give u my email and we can exchange phone #'s! Let me know!! xoxo

[Destin, FL]

I love Destin, Fl. Might be visiting at the end of October!!

[Atlanta]

I live about 30 minutes from Atlanta! Let me know if u want to meet! I'm just starting this process and need some help!!! XOXO

[90 days and feeling depressed]

Hi Ashley. Today is my first day without Adderall. I am scared to death and don't know what to think. I'm more nauseated than anything. I think it's my anxiety. Let us know how the Lexapro works! Good luck!

[My Final Cry....]

All I can say at this moment is "thank you God for this site!" I literally was on my hands and knees begging God to help me stop this madness! I have been sobbing uncontrollably for the past 3 hours not knowing how I am going to let go and give this Adderall up once and for all!! It is going to kill me if I don't! I literally picked up my iPad and typed in "letting go of Adderall" and this is where I was sent. I have been reading the stories and feeling some gimmer of hope light up inside me. I have been addicted for over 3 years now. I have to do something. I can't live like this anymore!