B.D. - today is day 1 for me of stopping this evil drug. I will tell u why.... It's not an easy thing for me to admit, but I almost ruined my life and the lives of my 2 precious children and my husband of 20 years. This drug put me in such dream land that I thought I could do anything and didn't even think twice about the consequences. I was mixing alcohol, Ativan(an anxiety drug) along with my 80mg of Adderall. I thought I was wonder woman. I became this person I NEVER EVER would have become if I didn't abuse and become addicted to Adderall. I was meeting guy friends on the weekend(without my husbands knowledge) and doing God only knows what because I just didn't care. He separated from me until I can get myself help and be the person he fell in love with again. The last straw was this past weekend when my 13 year old son had to call 911 because my heart was racing so bad I thought I was going to die. I can't live this way anymore. I am where u are right now!! Let's do this together!!! We CAN DO THIS!!! we can help each other. I will give u my email and we can exchange phone #'s! Let me know!! xoxo