Hey @Newbie1234, I share a similar experience with being prescribed Adderall for a chronic condition, and I'm only one week in from not taking it, but when I read your post, it made me reflect back to my days preparing for my wedding (1st wedding; marriage didn't last). I was deep into my abuse of adderall and prioritized all the wrong reasons for not wanting to get off of it during this time I continued abusing after my wedding, which honestly was a major driving force to ending my marriage just after 1 year. Despite this I continued abusing Adderall in my next chapters in life, and it took a cancer diagnosis this summer to finally call it quits. Anyways, I'm sharing this part of my story because I want to give you props for prioritizing the person you want to be before getting married and not letting this awful drug ruin the big moments. I really hope your wedding day was a beautiful one!