justagirl

I feel nothing. No motivation, joy, can’t have fun anymore after the abuse. Currently still using but much lower dose. If I quit long term will my emotions come back? Even on the days I dont use, i feel like an empty black hole, but its worse when i take them

Hi guys. I felt pulled to share my story in hopes that it might help/inspire someone. took a ton of adderall, relapsing for the billionth time it feels like (a story all too familiar) but this time I decided to tell my husband instead of hiding it from him.