I aplologize in advance for my grammar and moroseness. I have been a visitor to this site for two years. I have come back many times and flaked out on posting. I will be succinct. I just want to know if anyone can relate to the following. I mean specifically.
1. Stay up for 3-5 days at a time upon filling script
2. Talk to people who aren't there
3. Do really abnormal things inconsistent with regular self
4. Run out of script 20 days early.
5. Crash really hard.
6. Don't look for work.
7. Feel like a big loser.
8. Very very depressed.
9. Continue to take adderall despite the aforementioned
10. Antisocial hate myself a lot
11. Think about dying every day
12. Very very alone
13. Repeat cycle.