Hello,
I am in the exact same situation as you are. I started on 70mg of Vyvanse at 15 and switched to instant release adderall a year later. I am now 20 like you and I've been on about 40mg a day since (excluding weekends for the most part.) I've been wanting to quit for the last two years or so. Adderall has been great to me, but my body is soooo exhausted now and i'm sure you can relate. I've been in college for dental hygiene for two years and I'm absolutely terrified i'm going to fail school if I stop taking my adderall. I can really relate to your post and am very happy I came across it because I wanted to tell you that I don't think either of us will ever get through school happily with the burden of this drug on our shoulders. Adderall isn't the reason we are going to school to do something we're passionate about, we are the reason. Just remember that. I have just reached my breaking point and I'm getting rid of all my adderall. I'm soooo ready to get rid of this crap. It has taken me over and I am not myself when I'm on it. I wish you the best of luck and there is someone out there just like you facing the same hardships. It will be hard at first, but we got this!!! Just think about how awesome and rewarding life and school will be when you know things aren't happening because of a pill.
