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I'm on day 18. The first week was bad, but I went back to "normal" (which I define as not being able to sleep all day, even if I tried) after it. I was actually surprised at how quickly it seemed to pass, considering that I'd been taking it nearly every day.

This was the most disturbing reflection for me when I stopped. (off 18 days after 3 years) My work was fine, but I realized what an enormous asshole I was being. I was in a high-pressure work environment for most of that time and it didn't really translate well outside it.

Thanks! If I leave Spotify on the techno station and bounce my leg, it's sort of like being on Adderall—for brief stretches of time, at least.

Thanks! It's...not super pleasant.

Day 8, cold turkey after 25-30mg daily for 3 years. (25 XR, 5 IR) Had a panic attack on the third day. Still kind of sluggish. Not enough coffee in the universe