dyingalive Posted November 25 Report Share Posted November 25 As usual I am almost out of 90 pills in 4 days of 20 mg this is by far the worst I've ever but felt I can't collect my thoughts I haven't slept I'm so choking on thick slam my teeth are drying her they were once so beautiful my skin is dried out and my toes are turning a darker color my eyelashes are falling out and I can barely even talk why do I do this to myself It's hard to make eye contact with people cuz I know they would know I sat on the floor today in a psychosis like state not moving because I haven't slept since 2 days ago and I've been working in the hospital as a nurse for the last 4 days this has to go before something bad happens as I'm sitting on the floor not sure what I'm doing completely disassociated I just start to pee myself , I looked down and urine is just leaking because I never put clothes on after getting out of the bath that I laid until it was cold for 2 hours I'm 34 years old I'm pretty I'm smart I know this but I also know something that's going to happen if I don't stop Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doge Posted November 25 Report Share Posted November 25 Hi dyingalive, Please call you prescriber and tell them what's happening. It's scary to do so because they'll take the pills away but this is what you know needs to happen. You said it yourself. "Something is going to happen" if you don't stop. And you will die. Going through almost 4g in 4 days is taking an incredible toll on your body and health. We're here to support you but we can only do so much as we are strangers on the internet. Please, please, please seek help in person. I don't know much about the symptoms you describe but you may very well need medical attention already. Have you eaten? Haven you taken fluids? What you're describing sounds scary. Take care of yourself, we want you to get well! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hopefulily Posted November 27 Report Share Posted November 27 I seriously hope you are ok. You deserve to be ok ❤️ it’s not worth what you are going through! As I tell more and more people about my journey they are so supportive. You just have to ask for help. Sending you good vibes, prayers and love your way! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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