Hopefulily Posted March 9, 2025 Report Share Posted March 9, 2025 Day 3 from a quick wean down that turned back up to 10-20mgs per day. I gave the rest of the adderall to my sister so cold turkey here I come. I’m exhausted and have moments where I feel out of my mind moody. I know it’s going to be a tough month and feel bad putting my kids and hubs through it, but if I don’t that’s even worse. Posting on here to keep myself accountable bc I want this to be my last time. I’ve posted so many failed attempts on here and am ashamed but just want to keep trying. The withdrawal is brutal right now and half of my brain is trying to justify getting a new script. I signed up for VeesHoney quitting adderall course, left my psychiatrist practice, told my husband this is the last time I will do this, and I report in next week to my therapist who I told I would never take adderall again. I’m trying to keep myself more accountable this time (I swear this might be the hundredth time I’ve tried to quit). How much easier would it be to take the drug but I want to be free. This has to be it even though I keep hoping to find a forgotten piece of adderall somewhere. Can both exist in my mind?! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doge Posted March 14, 2025 Report Share Posted March 14, 2025 Quote This has to be it even though I keep hoping to find a forgotten piece of adderall somewhere. Can both exist in my mind?! Absolutely! It's totally normal. Best wishes, you'll get through this! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hopefulily Posted August 1, 2025 Author Report Share Posted August 1, 2025 Day 27. This is the longest I’ve gone in quite some time. I have been working with Janet from Addy Free Living and she is phenomenal! I am still struggling. Taking half a dose of Wellbutrin, lots of different supplements like symbiosis nootropic creamer, glutathione, etc but of course still struggling with wanting to get stuff done on my to do list. Surprisingly I haven’t had a hard time working it or eating healthy. Maybe it’s the Wellbutrin or supplements but I am having more trouble with handling my kids schedules, being on time, motivation to clean, sit down with them to do summer work etc. it feels good to come this far but I found an old 10mg pill and dying to take it. The baby steps are adding up and my confidence is a little better. Just trying to remember why I hate the easy fix. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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