Zerokewl Posted December 8, 2013 Report Share Posted December 8, 2013 HTFU - harden the fuck up... getting shit done today 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blesbro Posted December 9, 2013 Report Share Posted December 9, 2013 HTFU - harden the fuck up... getting shit done today I tell everyone that knows me well that adderall made me a pussy. After quitting for a week I was much less pussy-like but still had pussy habits that I developed from adderall like getting anxious at job interviews, not standing up for myself when someone put me down, etc. Anyone else relate to this? I did some research and also found that long term use of amphetamines reduces testosterone so that could be one reason. But also it just ruined my self-esteem and self-confidence. How can anyone have a high self-esteem or self-confidence when they have no self control anyways. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted December 9, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 9, 2013 Stupidity - I know better than to drink on a worknight, even in moderation it's a mistake Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted December 10, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 10, 2013 Still Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted December 11, 2013 Report Share Posted December 11, 2013 water in my ears - really enjoying my evening swims. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted December 11, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 11, 2013 water in my ears - really enjoying my evening swims. jealous 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted December 12, 2013 Report Share Posted December 12, 2013 buckle down. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted December 12, 2013 Report Share Posted December 12, 2013 experience - a combination of success and failure 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted December 12, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 12, 2013 We all start out with 2 buckets, an empty one called experience and a full one called luck. The goal is to fill up the empty one before we empty the full one. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted December 12, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 12, 2013 and my one word update - "Neurotic" 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted December 15, 2013 Report Share Posted December 15, 2013 permission - to live my life again and move on. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted December 16, 2013 Report Share Posted December 16, 2013 reading- and re-reading the article section on this site is very helpful 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted December 16, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 16, 2013 Setting up for success is trapping yourself into doing the work required to be successful. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted December 16, 2013 Report Share Posted December 16, 2013 HTFU 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted December 17, 2013 Report Share Posted December 17, 2013 Best - My best work is not yet done. I do not need Adderall to do good work. I am not my past. I have not "peaked". I've only just begun. HTFU 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted December 17, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 17, 2013 I just realized that this will be my first Christmas without Adderall! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cHkFVDFq_U 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jon Posted December 17, 2013 Report Share Posted December 17, 2013 Adderall is a loan shark. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
quit-once Posted December 17, 2013 Report Share Posted December 17, 2013 Adderall is a loan shark. Yes, it does help you to MORTGAGE YOUR FUTURE. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted December 17, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 17, 2013 Like in Goodfellas "F you; pay me" 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted December 18, 2013 Report Share Posted December 18, 2013 Fuck this analogy. We've all paid and paid. If Adderall is a loan shark cap his ass gangster. I'm the loan shark now I want my life back. Where's my money and the interest. Take it back don't let a loan shark run your life. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted December 18, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 18, 2013 If you find out where he is, we will go there together and take him out. I am well armed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted December 18, 2013 Report Share Posted December 18, 2013 Lol I've been listening to Tony Robbins type stuff today. I'm a little amped up. I may earn my self a "warning point" lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted December 18, 2013 Author Report Share Posted December 18, 2013 Banana Hands! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted December 18, 2013 Report Share Posted December 18, 2013 7 days till xmas Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kori Posted December 19, 2013 Report Share Posted December 19, 2013 Chillin (even tho i still havent had a good nights sleep in days! ugghh). Another update: Surrendered Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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