listful Posted September 5, 2015 Report Share Posted September 5, 2015 What is there to say? Relapsed back in May. Sped through the summer and an out of state move. Saw the signs, cried, gnashed teeth.dark thoughts... Darkkkkk thoughts. Poured bleach on my brand new prescription refill. Here I am, day 2, eating, sleeping, cant stand being in my skin. My tounge hurts bc there's sores at the tip I'm only noticing now. Just kill me. Sorry I'm not more verbose at the moment. I need some support. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doge Posted September 5, 2015 Report Share Posted September 5, 2015 I'm glad you decided to quit again. It's no way to live. I'm sorry that you are feeling sad but we both know that will take time to heal. Hope you got some good snacks and at least a few days off to lounge around. So let's talk about your plan to prevent another relapse. Did you cut off your supply? EDIT: Just went back and read your older posts. Looks like you were over two years clean. That is an amazing accomplishment. It must hurt to have to restart that difficult climb, but at least you know what to expect. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
listful Posted September 7, 2015 Author Report Share Posted September 7, 2015 I called my dr and made an appointment. Gonna explain I have a problem and get on antidepressants 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doge Posted September 7, 2015 Report Share Posted September 7, 2015 really happy to hear you've made that choice. don't let yourself back down between now and then. once the first few days of agony subside it will be really easy to talk yourself out of confessing the truth. remind yourself constantly and keep your resolve Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AlwaysAwesome Posted September 8, 2015 Report Share Posted September 8, 2015 Welcome back! We are here for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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