Doge Posted September 29, 2016 Report Share Posted September 29, 2016 dreams where you relapse and go back to the pills are so creepy. such a weird weird weird feeling. had one last night where I met a new friend who kept feeding me a supply. I dreamt that I accidentally took so many I was sure it was going to kill me but woke up immediately after. so unsettling.... about a week ago I dreamt I started doing cocaine and picked up another addiction doing that and chasing a supply. sure feels good to wake up and realize it didn't happen though, and one day further away from that nightmare 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted October 1, 2016 Report Share Posted October 1, 2016 I went to a buddies the other night and he was doing cocaine. I was so tempted for a second I just stood there staring at like, I did when I first saw adderall. I had a choice that day. I made that choice. I skipped the coke for a beer and that was that. So much power in that moment. Cocaine scares the hell out of me. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frank B Posted October 2, 2016 Report Share Posted October 2, 2016 I went to a buddies the other night and he was doing cocaine. I was so tempted for a second I just stood there staring at like, I did when I first saw adderall. I had a choice that day. I made that choice. I skipped the coke for a beer and that was that. So much power in that moment. Cocaine scares the hell out of me. I think it's time to find some new "buddies" u can't put yourself in those situations espically if your drinking. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted October 4, 2016 Report Share Posted October 4, 2016 probably a good idea. He smokes too... relapsing on cigarettes would be an expensive tragedy. I think it's time to find some new "buddies" u can't put yourself in those situations espically if your drinking. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
survived Posted October 5, 2016 Report Share Posted October 5, 2016 I had one about a week or two ago! It felt so real to me. I was taking the Adderall and I was telling myself that I'm only going to take it for "a little bit". I had like 7 pills in my hand in the dream. I remember feeling like such a failure for going back and I really thought it was real. Typically, I know when I'm dreaming. I woke up so relieved that it wasn't! so so relieved! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doge Posted October 5, 2016 Author Report Share Posted October 5, 2016 those dreams feel so soooo weird and creepy. blech! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frank B Posted October 5, 2016 Report Share Posted October 5, 2016 I continue to dream almost every night about taking Oxycontin pills but not adderall. I guess the pain pills overall have more of a stronghold on my subconscious. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted October 6, 2016 Report Share Posted October 6, 2016 I had a crazy smoking dreams when I quit. I'd wake up looking for a lighter. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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