Leaderboard

Messaged my doctor i no longer want a script, I'm in I'm finally on board

It's amazing how similar all of our stories are. I noticed the exact same changes in my spouse when she got on both adderall and vyvanse. They turn into completely different people that you never knew existed. Unfortunately, as you said, there is no telling them that this drug is causing both him and you lots of problems. As an alcoholic I know there wasn't much telling me that I had a problem until it was too late. He may have to crash and burn on his own to realize what he is losing. I wish you the best of luck and hope you soon find happiness.

Thank you for the kind reply. The truth is I am not even sure how bad the extent of the abuse was, only he knows exactly what he was doing and he will never be honest with me. This has been a really dark time in my life, but trying to hold it together and hoping one day he will get clean for our kids sake. Most people don't typically understand how addictive adderall can be or what can happen when it's abused at high doses long-term; I certainly didn't until last year. I scoured the internet for so many months looking for answers. People are often so confused when I tell them he has an adderall/vyvanse addiction and is no longer the same person I once knew. I think largely because it's a prescription and every other person you talk to is on it so people think it must be something else that is going on.

Thanks for sharing. People do still check this site. We had a lot of spam lately which was burying the actual content but it seems to have been taken care of -- thanks mods! I know what you mean about it being therapeutic to put this all in writing. I hope your ex-wife is able to break free from the prison she's in, and that your kids are OK and you are able to heal your relationship with them. Congratulations on having 2 years clean!