Dear adderall, You now have mefighting for everything I love in my life. Myself, my husband and my daughter. If I never meant you I would not have to endure the emotional roller coaster you put me and my loved ones on. You managed to control my every thought and every move. I have become solely dependant on you. You lead me to believe that I need you and can not function without you. I believed for so long that you are the reason for my happiness. You have taught me how to be a good liar and minipulator. I have looked my husband in the eye and lied to him with a straight face. My husband warned me about you but I choose not to listen because you have been so important to me. I thought you were the answer to all of my problems but in reality you just made my problems worse!!! You have sucked me into a deep and dark hole. You have become the enemy within becoming my worst nightmare. You have made me weak. I will no longer give into you. I will reclaim my life and self back through the love and support of my family and friends. I hate you!!!! Krista