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  1. L-Tyrosine is a great mood booster but it did little for me as an energy booster. Remember: Motivation follows action.
  2. There is nothing wrong with taking energy supplements when you need a boost. Initially, I found a GNC energy pill with capsacain (pepper extract) to both give me the needed energy and replace the habit of taking drugs for pills. Adderall gives you the habit of taking pills throughout the day, which I found weirdly hard to break. Also, I used (sugar free) red bull, 5 hour energy, vitamin B-12, and any other non-amphetamine energy boosters during my first year of recovery. Whatever it takes to stay off the drug. Two months is a great start. I started feeling a little improvement around three months. Keep on going!
  3. Adderall recovery is not a linear process. You will have lots of ups and downs during your first year. For me, three days, three weeks, three months, nine months and two years were the most notable markers of improvement during my recovery.
  4. This is a great reminder of a solid truth about any addiction recovery: the relapse always happens in your mind before you ever get your hands on the substance. Therefore, it should be avoidable until the moment you take the drug again. But, it doesn't always work that way. If I ever start to entertain thoughts of using something again, I try really hard to change the channel and not dwell on that fantasy, because it could become a reality. Practicing thought control. I credit my many years of yoga practice for helping to channel away the harmful thoughts. I have also started doing chakra meditation during the last two years, which is great for channeling your thoughts to where they are needed. I'm glad your relapse was relatively brief and mostly harmless, and that you learned a valuable lesson.
  5. Welcome back, @Doge! Glad to hear you are back on track. Thanks for sharing your cautionary tale that a relapse can happen at any time, no matter how long it has been since you quit. I read a similar story around the time that I quit - I think that person had quit for eight years before their relapse. In fact, it helped me to choose my username which reminds me that it could still happen, even 13 years later. I was visiting with my best friend the other day. We have known each other since we were 12 and we both abused Adderall together. He graduated to meth before quitting. We were having a smoke, despite the fact we had both quit, and discussing how good it tasted when you smoke just one cig. We talked about how we could (carefully) go back to almost any drug we have used in the past (alcohol, weed and cigs), and have a brief moment of enjoyment from ONE serving, put it down and not return to the addiction. But not Adderall or any other stimulant. I truly believe that a return to this awful addiction is only one pill away. "one pill is too many and a thousand is not enough". Quitting is a painful process, and one that I hope to endure only once.
  6. I am taking 80 lb in less than a week I'm to the point where I was before when I was abusing it and for what nothing but a false sense of energy and I'm getting things done and I have to be focused but really I don't have to be I need to be a mom in a good one and in my head I said it was going to only take it when I work the night shift then now it's gone and I haven't slept in days and I kept taking it cuz I don't want to gain any weight back it's been forever since I've been the skinny and I've gotten so many compliments but my mind is so fucked up and I'm not even getting anything done and it's not like I can even tell anybody anything I'm such a happy person and when I take it I'm so irritable unemotional and it's to the point where I'm just seeing things cuz I'm so tired and I'm random body twitches when I should just be asleep I hate who I am on this shit I know better

  7. Great advice here! I am going to check out that book and the ap you mentioned.
  8. Welcome back! Thanks for sharing your cautionary tale that a relapse is only one pill away, no matter how long it has been since one has quit. Your comment about good health is spot on. In fact, that was my primary motivation for quitting and staying quit all of these years. I knew I was blessed with good health and if I would have caused a health crisis or a disability from stimulant abuse, I would have had a tough time living with myself and the decisions I made. I quit drinking alcohol about a year ago and I am still amazed at how much better I feel mentally and physically. And a note to our newer members - if you would like to see the recovery journey anyone here had undergone, just go to their profile page and you can read all the posts someone has made since they joined this forum.
  9. I suspect the back pain is due to clonopin withdrawal. I used ativan and adderall together and that back pain was intense on the days I didn't take the benzos.
  10. Even that might not be enough. Depending on how determined you are to continue your pursuit of this addiction, future steps could include finding a drug dealer to purchase pills from or turning to a harsher and stronger stimulant - like METH.
  11. "God helps them who help themselves" -a quote from somewhere in the bible. It really is up to you to take the first big step. Tell your doctor you cannot responsibly use stimulants and tell them how bad you abuse it. Every time. Do you have the balls to do that?
  12. I am on here and I am 68!  I am now 26 days OFF of stims.!   It IS worth quitting if you have ANY brain function at all, I only WISH I would have done it years ago.  I have taken stimulants for almost 30 years, and fear that my brain is PERMANENTLY damaged.  I have tried to quit before, but failed.

    1. quit-once

      quit-once

      Obviously, you still have some brain function or you wouldn't be quitting.  Congratulations on your decision to quit and I wish you success in your journey.  Quitting is a process, and the moment you took your last pill (cessation) is the biggest step you take in the quitting process.  Now, you have several months of unpleasant recovery ahead of you and a few years until you feel fully recovered.  I hope you can use all the resources this site has to offer to your advantage.  Good luck with your Quit.

    2. harrisonvob

      harrisonvob

      Happy to read this! Great understanding and the caliber of details provided is awesome!
      Thanks all!
    3. rosarita98168

      rosarita98168

      I APPRECIATE the encouragement!!   I  managed to go 4 months without ANY, but since I still have the remainder of my last prescription in my house, I've slipped up twice in the last 2 weeks. It seems I CAN'T get ANYTHING done without it!  One of my GREAT FEARS is that I'm now too old for my brain to ever recover from this!

  13. Welcome to the forum. Yea, it IS worth quitting, at any age, unless you plan to take it for the rest of your life. It is an unsustainable addiction. Need more motivation to quit? Just start searching this forum using terms like "long term side affects" or "physical health". Use the search box tucked inside the blue bar at the top of this page. I rarely encounter anyone older than me around here, but you have about seven years on me. The Quit gets more difficult the older you get, the longer you used and the higher your dosages. But, what is the alternative? Looking forward to an earlier and more difficult demise? If you are going through hell, keep going. Thirteen years ago, I quit cold turkey. The first three days were mostly sleep, then the fog set in and that lasted for about the next ten weeks. The fog began to lift around nine months and then after a few years I felt mostly recovered. I wish you success in your Quit!
  14. Exactly! It's all or none with this drug. Congrats for abstaining for two years. You got this!
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