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I am taking 80 lb in less than a week I'm to the point where I was before when I was abusing it and for what nothing but a false sense of energy and I'm getting things done and I have to be focused but really I don't have to be I need to be a mom in a good one and in my head I said it was going to only take it when I work the night shift then now it's gone and I haven't slept in days and I kept taking it cuz I don't want to gain any weight back it's been forever since I've been the skinny and I've gotten so many compliments but my mind is so fucked up and I'm not even getting anything done and it's not like I can even tell anybody anything I'm such a happy person and when I take it I'm so irritable unemotional and it's to the point where I'm just seeing things cuz I'm so tired and I'm random body twitches when I should just be asleep I hate who I am on this shit I know better
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I am on here and I am 68! I am now 26 days OFF of stims.! It IS worth quitting if you have ANY brain function at all, I only WISH I would have done it years ago. I have taken stimulants for almost 30 years, and fear that my brain is PERMANENTLY damaged. I have tried to quit before, but failed.
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Obviously, you still have some brain function or you wouldn't be quitting. Congratulations on your decision to quit and I wish you success in your journey. Quitting is a process, and the moment you took your last pill (cessation) is the biggest step you take in the quitting process. Now, you have several months of unpleasant recovery ahead of you and a few years until you feel fully recovered. I hope you can use all the resources this site has to offer to your advantage. Good luck with your Quit.
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Happy to read this! Great understanding and the caliber of details provided is awesome!
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I APPRECIATE the encouragement!! I managed to go 4 months without ANY, but since I still have the remainder of my last prescription in my house, I've slipped up twice in the last 2 weeks. It seems I CAN'T get ANYTHING done without it! One of my GREAT FEARS is that I'm now too old for my brain to ever recover from this!
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