Thank you! This helps me a lot. My world feels so small right now because I've just been going to work and coming home to play computer games and watch tv and drink wine to help the come down. The next morning I take a pill to avoid the hangover. I took my last vyvanse (ok i took 3) and I'm officially out for REAL. I was honest with my psychiatrist, therapist and boyfriend, so I know I have support but obviously scared (well not right now because I took 3 vyvanse today so I actually feel nothing lolz, but I know I will be fucking terrified tomorrow) Anyways, your post was exactly what i needed to read so thank you!