Zerokewl

snow.

congrats !

bikerave!

about to meet Doge

fixed gear raleigh... nitty gritty machine.

congrats on five months keep struggling. Keep Exercising focus on your self care. You-got-this just keep it up. Try the no window diet, don't eat anything that is served out of a window for a year. Amazing how much drive thru you avoid. ( I just invented this diet)

I had a crazy smoking dreams when I quit. I'd wake up looking for a lighter.

probably a good idea. He smokes too... relapsing on cigarettes would be an expensive tragedy.

I went to a buddies the other night and he was doing cocaine. I was so tempted for a second I just stood there staring at like, I did when I first saw adderall. I had a choice that day. I made that choice. I skipped the coke for a beer and that was that. So much power in that moment. Cocaine scares the hell out of me.

fall days

i gained a lot of weight post adderall. Its sort of normalized now. I could loose more weight and I am eating right and excising and really watching my intake of candy, fast food etc. I'm focused on a gradual weight loss nothing dramatic.

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The Get Down is the shit!!

inventing excel functions like a mad scientist. I spent hours and days working on a master excel sheet that would dashboard for everything.

sounds like life is good! Congrats with school. Sounds like life is starting to come together.

school starts

2 years cigarette free officially.

Raleigh

congrats dude. Enjoy the day!

sunshine

Keep slugging. It does get better. Your still early in this process and starting to fell some of the benefits. Crawl if you need to. Just keep going.

I totally used adderall the same way. To get in and stay in the zone. It worked for a while, I got more done until it didn't work and all i did was smoke cigarettes, move furniture around and clean. Those thoughts where I replay every wrong move and re-live every disappointment I've ever had. Over and over again. Are wrecking the good things I have going right now. I have a lot of opportunities to advance myself. It really comes down to me following a healthy routine. The next 3 months can be a game changer for me. If I can execute on a few things. I just need to execute on something and push the game forward. There is a win here. I can feel it. Just need to get through August.

Wow. Opioid a addiction is so much worse than amphetamines. Like you dodged a massive bullet. A canon ball really.

Progress is progress. Good work. Keep stacking days it will go by quicker than you imagined.