Kyle_Chaos
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Yeah INTJ! As of 7 years sgo anyway..... I wonder if my 3.5-year relapse back into adderall-land changed that....
I don't think people change all that much. Normally when I am just coming off of a relapse, I test ISTJ..and then after a few months, when I take it again, I tend to get INTJ.
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ha ha...i made one..fun.
I like it. I spent at least 45 minutes getting everything perfect with mine
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3 months off Adderall after being on it 4 years. Fatigue and brain fog does not seem to be getting any better.
Well that would make sense, 4 years is a long time of a abuse and it is going to take a long time to recover. It'll be worth it though.
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I enjoy astrology, mostly just for fun. I'm sure there are some interesting correlations with addiction. Haven't come across anything specifically.
Speculating, a number of people I know who are fire signs have addictive tendencies. Mostly towards party substances.
My sun sign is Capricorn, which is known for being extremely driven and hard on themselves and needing to always be doing something. I do happen to have those tendencies, and I think they pre-dispose me to a drug like adderall.
Something worth further research? I'm hanging out with my astrology guru friend later today so I'll let you know if I come up with anything.
I'm a Capricorn as well, and coincidentally that describes me perfectly.
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I used "Imadeface" (an app. that is free on the Itunes store) to make my profile picture. I think others should do the same, lots of fun (and it reminds me of the style of drawing used to make the show "Daria")
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I definitely miss my Nike + App. I've been using an old IPOD to run with, not nearly as motivating as having your miles documented.
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Sorry dude. Your new pic is frightening me!
Me?
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I'm right there with you, I've relapsed at a ton of times.. each time is less and less enjoyable. I can still tell that in spite of the relapses, I use a lot less than I used to..and I'm still recovering and getting better socially and at life without Adderall on a daily basis.
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I absolutely cannot wait to try this supplement after reading your review
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You should get your thyroid tested. I had mine tested recently and everything came back normal..
It turned out that the weakness and lack of motivation were just a symptom of recovering.
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That's too far
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How do you mean, "strange", Kyle? Were you dizzy? I'm very interested in this because I've never heard of it...
I just felt out of it when I had it..
All I remember is that it was an unpleasant feeling..
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I don't really believe in horoscopes. The time of the year someone is born in really doesn't have anything to do with anything.
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Sure. And oxycontin is a healthy alternative to heroin. Doesn't make it a 'good' choice
I never said it did.
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Was anyone else extremely pissed off on a daily basis in their first few months?
I find that the smallest things EAT ME ALIVE, I'm always annoyed.
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Gr. Pisses me off that the person says, "take adderall instead of meth."
I think it's a healthier alternative.
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. Ive been up for 21 straight hours after sleeping for 23? On this stuff for five straight years give or take. xr 20s. Woke up tired, late for work. Didnt care. Got my assignment, popped a 20, worked on ten different things...all poorly. People went to break, didnt ask me to go cuz they know i say no. Went to work on "creative" presentation that was the result of a major fuckup on my part. People came back, and i felt ashamed and distracted that they would see me obsessing over the smallest detail of page 1. I retirned to my mundane busy work, and felt more comfortable. Mouth was dry so I got an iced coffee with a shot of espresso, and popped another 20. Now I was a work animal. I could do any stupid thing fearlessly and probably badly. Then it wore off less than hour later. And I was a bum. People were rapping about life all around me. I couldnt even open my mouth. They didnt notice. Its been so long. I thought, " what has happened to me?" I used to talk and care and yes procrastinate and flake, but I was fun. And I laughed and I broke balls, and my work was fine. Now im a fucking zombie on speed. Im quitting. Pray for me.
I can relate completely..
I was addicted to the XR's, I would honestly fear the comedown so much that I would pop about 4 or 5 throughout the day.
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But on adderall we care way too much about things until we eventually have a meltdown. I think it's good to not care too much about stuff..
Agreed, we base everything we do about what "looks the best."
You will be right no matter what, and that's all that matters.
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I honestly don't feel like I'll ever care about things again. I was kind of a sociopath before Adderall, now how little I care is just ridiculous.
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Yes, Green Coffee beans seem about ten times more potent than regular coffee...
I was taking them daily a few months ago, gave me a little anxiety but overall it wakes me up a lot better than coffee does.
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Goodness, aren't we clever? I've NEVER heard someone refer to an overweight woman as a whale, or a woman with short hair as a dyke. Did you come up with those all by yourself? Clearly your formidable creative talents are being wasted here, surely Fox News or Dick Morris could put those talents to good use narrating the next election cycle.
We are, actually. I'm shocked you haven't heard those terms used in that context before, they're fairly common.
I couldn't come up with it alone, some friends and I put our heads together and discussed my response for a few hours..and that's what we came up with. I will contact Fox News, thank you for the suggestion.
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Better to err on the side of caution. Know what I'm saying?
I guess, It's tough to relate to being offended by things like that because almost nothing offends me. I will try to tone it down though
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That's so insensitive. I'm not even someone with body issues, but that offensive. Some people's triggers on here is weight, so it's better to think before you write something like that.
Well let's hope no one is genuinely offended by me insulting what a random personal trainer used to look like/looks like now.
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I sense sarcasm here.
Nope, I genuinely like Dr. Oz and do look forward to it..lol.
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I know I'm different from when I was on Adderall, there's no doubting that. I just think the majority of people will return to who they were before they enter a few months of hyper-focus.