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  7. Military Rollbacks

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    Hmmm..maybe You could look at what companies interest you and look there. Some of my classmates were..lets see a couple were in sports management...a couple of them worked in sales...one was a graphics designer...another is in marketing and another works at a social media company...tons of areas for you to look into..really.

    True, despite my complete apathy about life.. I will still be excited to be out of the military and happy not to be locked in a room with brain-dead meatheads for ten hours a day.

  9. Military Rollbacks

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    I see a trend here..... fuels tech.......adderall abuser......you like things that provide and use ENERGY!

    Ever thought about a career in alternative energy generation i.e. solar, wind, coffee etc?

    I hated my job in fuels.

    I don't know what I will do, nothing interests me.

  10. Nike Plus App

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    I went to the gym today!! (can barely walk now)

    Kyle, I'm sorry to hear that about your music. I have an old iphone I don't use and I'd like to give it to you if you'd like it - I was given an iPhone 5 for work. PM me.

    That sounds great!

    I messaged you.

  11. Military Rollbacks

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    Come on now....I read your posts on here ...you have a certain thing about you that's very cool...you're blunt, honest,a bit twisted and you seem to have a slightly warped sense of humor.that shit can't be wasted supersizing things...we're gonna figure something really cool out for you Mr. Chaos. Lol

    I appreciate that, you're a good judge of character.

    I'm in fuels..nothing secretive about it. :P

  16. Military Rollbacks

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    I love this little Guy in your post...in the real world you'll do whatever you want I suppose..vs the highly disciplined ,structured military,yes sir,no sir...CHAOS,KYLE ,Sir(Hahaha ). You'll thrive I'm sure.

    I know it, deviantart.com has the best photos.

    It's going to be quite the transition.. the military has been my source of FREE adderall..so it's probably a good thing.

  17. Military Rollbacks

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    Now you're freed up to pursue something you really want to do. And not stuck in a job you don't like. You could go to grad school, you can break into a new industry...whatever you like now.

    (same advice 'sort of' applies to Cassie) :)

    When's your last day?

    May 30th, The career field I'm in is a complete joke.. I hate the Chair Force. I'm excited to get out..I think it's going to be an adventure.

  20. and it's all coming back..

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    Nice pic :)

    How "hardcore" of an abuser were you? And how long have you been clean? I considered myself a hardcore abuser too,but everyones definition differs I suppose. Congrats on the sobriety and positivity !! Woohoo

    I would go through 90 30 MG XR's in about a month.. I would wait until I got my refill, and I would repeat the process. This went on for about two years.

    I've been clean since December 10th, that was when I relapsed..before that I hadn't taken it since September.

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  21. and it's all coming back..

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    YEAH KYLE!!! Right on!! I don't think those are the last of the positive effects, I really think they will only continue to get better and better!!!

    How long have you been clean?

    I think you're right-- I think there might come a time when you are not even tempted to take it anymore. When you hate it and fear it and want nothing to do with it. I mean everyone is different, but from my own previous experience of long-term quitting (those 6 years I was quit), I hated and feared it. And even when I did relapse, I didn't WANT to.... I was scared to take it... but someone handed me one, and I had stuff to do, so I took it. BAD CHOICE. But my point is, I am confident that you WILL get to a place where you're no longer even tempted by it. Actually, it sounds like you're well on your way there!!

    Thanks for posting this! It made me really happy!!!

    Oh, yeah, I've been clean since December 10th..that was when I relapsed. Before that I had not taken it since September.

  23. and it's all coming back..

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    YEAH KYLE!!! Right on!! I don't think those are the last of the positive effects, I really think they will only continue to get better and better!!!

    How long have you been clean?

    I think you're right-- I think there might come a time when you are not even tempted to take it anymore. When you hate it and fear it and want nothing to do with it. I mean everyone is different, but from my own previous experience of long-term quitting (those 6 years I was quit), I hated and feared it. And even when I did relapse, I didn't WANT to.... I was scared to take it... but someone handed me one, and I had stuff to do, so I took it. BAD CHOICE. But my point is, I am confident that you WILL get to a place where you're no longer even tempted by it. Actually, it sounds like you're well on your way there!!

    Thanks for posting this! It made me really happy!!!

    I'm definitely scared of it now, and even though I'm tempted..there's a part of me that's growing to not want to take it. The part of me that appreciates the small things and knows how to relax :P

  24. and it's all coming back..

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    It's strange that we've all become addicted enough to a pill that we have to wait months upon months to return to our normal selves. It's insane to me that a pill exists that immerses you so deeply in a different reality that you forget who the real you is/was.

    I remember in the past when I first went on my first one night Adderall binge, it took me three weeks to start to feel "witty" and like "myself" again.

    I'm starting to feel again. noticing little things here and there..the mental fog is fading. I hope this isn't the last of the positive effects of quitting. I hope there is more to come and that once I'm a year clean that the mental clarity of being that long without will not even make the pill seem tempting.

    I may have rambled a bit above, but I'm in a good mood and I just felt like writing.

    I wish you all the best of luck. I was a HARDCORE Adderall abuser, and if I'm starting to return to normal then there is hope for all of us.

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