dolssa Posted June 11, 2021 Report Share Posted June 11, 2021 I quit nov 19 2019. i relapsed this may and have been using 20 mg every day since. Im going clean again starting tomorrow and can not believe i have to go through this again. im so sick of this shit. I just came on here to say that if you made it to a year clean KEEP GOING i swear your addict brain is going to trick you into thinking you need it again, YOU DON'T. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SleepyStupid Posted June 15, 2021 Report Share Posted June 15, 2021 @dolssa just remember that all your hard work has not been erased! you've only been using for about a month or so - the acute withdrawal won't be as bad as it was in 2019 when you first quit, so give yourself a couple of weeks to readjust and you'll be right back to where you started on your recovery journey! (: 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
speedracer Posted June 20, 2021 Report Share Posted June 20, 2021 Hi Dolsa, as long as you never quit quitting, your good. Curious if you can articulate your thinking just before relapse? Was it work pressure? What needs did you feel you couldnt meet without taking the pill? For me it was always the need for income/work which caused my relapse. I always figured my need to make money was more important than my need to quit. Money/survival came befor health for 20 years. That was always my rational. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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