ashley6

Thanks for not virtually beating me up. I know how tough you are! I'm so mad at myself, but there is this week, you're right!

Hi club! I wanted to avoid posting, because, well I failed miserably this week. I've been really busy, but I COULD have fit my miles in, and I did not. I ran two, walked 3. The only good news is I went to a 45-minute core class at the gym on campus. I was SO sore for three days. It's unreal, because I think I'm in decent shape from running, but this worked my muscles in a whole new way. I'm going to go to more of these. If any of you have these options at your campus, I'd highly suggest. Sorry to let my team down..again. Baaaaah!

Congrats on 31 days! I look forward to hearing your positive attitude and support for others in your next phase!

Well-said, occasional. InRecovery, I was so stressed about a 5-7 minute speech and here you are debating politics! It's easy to look from the outside and say I don't view this as failure at all! I don't think anyone on this site would, but I can understand you feeling down about it. Apparently debating is this guy's forte....and he loves it. You don't love it, in fact, you kind of hate it and it's NOT your passion like this guy. You still got up there knowing all of that. Way to go! Your interests are elsewhere. Sorry you're craving adderall. Cravings are sooo frustrating....like what the fuck, why can't our brains just forget?! You've got this, man. You're paving the way for myself and fellow quitters!

Congratulations on 4 months, Jon!

First of all, you sound like you have a lot on your plate, so I really hope it all works out for you. But I think you knew coming here to a site of people whose goal is to quit stimulants (all stimulants), were going to say Vyvanse was anything but a substitute and on the same level as adderall. I've taken it back when I ran out of adderall. It served the same purpose. I don't want to be hard on you, as you're struggling as it is, but we keep it real here. I believe ADHD is a real diagnosis, but I couldn't focus on much for months and months after quitting adderall. You have to decide your own path. Prayer is my thing, so I will keep you in mine. Hang in there!!!

Congratulations on your soon to be one month adderall-free. That's a major accomplishment! Welcome to the forums. It seems you have a great understanding of the depths and seriousness of amphetamine addiction. I, too, reached my bottom and googled for so long amphetamine-induced psychosis and related stories. Amongst other things, I think it's what got me to the point of finding the strength to quit.I also agree with you that people that love us are surprisingly understanding and forgiving of our behaviors while on adderall. I think it's great you opened up to your loved ones. This is great for accountability and ongoing support. Congratulations again, and I'm glad you found us!

I've had more weeks than I should in "reset" mode. I was so good for awhile, but I've been slacking a little....maybe more than a little. Ok, Ashley, time to get your shit together....and GO! So this week it's happening. If I recommit to it here, I'll do it. I'll keep you posted. Thanks, LilTex

No way. I, like you, quit-once, thought about quitting for about a year before my quit. And when I finally did it, I was SO ready for the madness to end, but it was/is the hardest thing I've ever done.

This forum just makes me happy. It's so great to be able to come here and have people understand what you're going through every step of the way. I think it's especially great that you all quit in the same time frame, so you are well-aware of what one another is going through presently. Way to go all of you!

Hang in there, you two. Ughhh the anxiety, but I KNOW you've both got this! Liltex, I said an extra prayer for you last night Keep us posted both of you! InRecovery, I really want to know how it went. P.S. Only ran 5 miles last week

I think about you often, Falcon. I'm so glad to hear from you....and still adderall-free. AWESOME! I had a feeling you were. Proud of you, my friend!

Are you two considering half marathons since you already do them anyway? Seriously, I can't imagine your level of running right now...bravo!

I'm so impressed by all of you. It shows your individual strength while also showing how well the buddy system can work for accountability and encouragement. Keep fighting the good fight!!

Thanks, LilTex. That's awesome! What part of Ohio? I'd love to do a race or something with you. I don't think I could could keep up with the Ironman lady, but I'd do my best. Seriously, let me know when you'll be in Ohio. Good for you being closer to family! Team- I only ran 6 miles this week Next week is a new week! How did you all do?

Hey guys! Just wanted to check in and tell you the 5K was so much fun. I was covered head to toe in dye. It honestly seemed like it wasn't a full 5K. I plan on doing more in the future!

Hahaha Justin I laughed out loud at that.

Congratulations on your decision to quit! Patience is key and do not feel guilty for sleeping, sleeping, eating, sleeping, eating (repeat) for a little while longer. Zerokewl is right. Get that Netflix and blanket ready! You can do this!

Zerokewl....sooo adorable!

It sounds like you're doing extremely well. A huge congratulations on your quit! I think your plan is just awesome. I have to agree with Krax as well. The "pink cloud" is something to be aware of during this time. I believe some people can quit and genuinely just be happy and move on with their lives and that's that. It's the exception to the rule I think, but it's definitely possible. I personally didn't experience the "pink cloud", but I've heard it does happen. Either way, it sounds like you have the tools in place to succeed in this quit!

I was on the brink of psychosis before I quit. I never heard voices, but my thinking was so delusional, and I was pretty convinced if I kept using I'd be in amphetamine-induced psychosis. To be honest, this is one of the biggest factors that led to my quit....this and the risk for Parkinson's disease. I was terrified and rightfully so, because it was REAL. For me, this delusional thinking stopped almost immediately after quitting. Recovery is tough, but it's far better than have to be continuously questioning your sanity. Good for you for taking no pills today! I agree with InRecovery...cut off your supplier. A lot of us took this first step in quitting. InRecovery, Even though I know your story, I'm still amazed at how far you've come and everything you've accomplished in recovery....graduate school, dedication to running, being here for all of us. Seriously, you ARE a success story that shows just how much life there is after adderall!

Occasional, Good job! I'm glad you carved out some time for yourself to work out with your crazy schedule! I went to gym tonight to fit in 2 more miles to make it to 12....got 12.5 in total Next week it's 12 miles only counting running...kind of excited for this 5K!

Awww how sweet! What's he/she look like?

InRecovery, You're balling! I hope you feel better. I just registered for my first 5K. It's next week, and it's called the Run or Dye. It should be fun, and I get to put my practice to use

Well, I asked your advice, and I didn't like the answer, although I think you're both right I might count my walking/running miles together this week and start on only running miles next week. I said that awhile back, but I'm serious! We'll see what happens....have to get in another run anyway before Sunday. Occasional, sorry to hear you're feeling blah. It definitely could be lack of exercise, but it certainly doesn't have to be.....the ups and downs of recovery are delightful, right? Just remember...this too shall pass!