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  1. Does anyone take Wellbutrin and L Tyrosine together? If so, I'm just curious about the doses of both of these together. I'm currently on 100mg of Wellbutrin SR which isn't doing much. 😒
  2. There is a Manhattan Adult ADD Support Group...I've never been to a meeting but would like to some day.
  3. I'm hanging in there....just having crazy ass mood swings. I can barely stand to listen to myself speak today. thanks for asking.
  4. Very useful tips, thanks for sharing!
  5. Yea I wish this was the subject line on one of my posts!
  6. Punch today in the face...is this normal?
  7. In comes an emotional meltdown. Hello Day 5.
  8. Can I log on from my smart phone or pc only?
  9. Thank you. Btw I am almost sure I read your article a while back. When was that published?
  10. I have to admit I got more done than I expected and the day went by much faster than i thought it would. But my body feels sooooo heavy, like I'm carrying a ton of bricks! I know this goes away with time (because I've been here before) but I wish it was a much faster process.
  11. Alarm just went off, I reached out to grab my phone, and read what you just wrote... I needed this more than you know. Thank you.
  12. lunax

    addiction

    Can we bring this forum back amlycr?
  13. Haven't taken adderall for a few days now. Went away for the weekend which was great because I didn't need it and was able to sleep, eat, sleep and eat. But now I'm going back to work tomorrow and I'm feeling anxious because I know my energy/productivity level will be at best a 1.5 out of 10. I have a lot to do and I feel like this is when the need to take it will kick in. I actually am out of it now but I know I can call my doctor and ask for an appointment which will get me another script. I seriously wish I could just stay home for an entire month. On another note, I had a wonderful 6yr anniversay weekend with my fiancé. He loves the non adderall user in me so much more and so I do honestly. I wish this was enough motivation for me to stop taking it, but then he'd end up with a non motivated, unsuccessful, fat wife...and well that's not fun either. Ehh
  14. lunax

    addiction

    Think about your baby! Doctors don't know enough about the harm that this medication can cause to unborn fetuses. Are you abusing it or taking it as prescribed? If as prescribed, how much are you currently taking?
  15. Exactly one week ago I admitted to my best friend that I have been struggling with an addiction to adderall. Last night i came clean to my fiancé about it (which i was terrified to do) and was amazed by how understanding and supportive he was about it. While balling my eyes out and simultaneously trying to explain things to him, I just kept hearing him say "we will get through this". Despite waking up this morning with an adderall/ambien hangover, I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I know this is a step in the right direction. My supply of addys has come to an end today which forces me to go without it for two weeks until my next appt. During this time, I plan to continue coming here for support (as I expect this will be an agonizing period of withdrawal) and will think long and hard about my next step. On a final note...I've spent the last week or so reading through many of your forums and and I must say its been a humbling experience. It's incredible to witness how people who have never met can come come together and form a safe and supportive environment for one another. you've inspired me.
  16. Thank you all for your advice (recipes) and supportive responses. It's comforting to know that i am not the only one who is or has gone through similar issues. it can be a lonely place when you're suffering from any addiction so im glad to have a place to turn to. Before Adderall food was always my drug of choice...I have used and abused it since i could remember and although I've been in therapy for a while, this is one of the things I haven't really addressed. I know I don't want to begin my marriage this way, I know I don't want to walk down the isle like an emotionless zombie. I want live every moment of it, I want to cry, laugh, dance, and feel like the girl I use to be...most importantly i want to feel in love with my husband (to be) which is an amazing human and deserves to be loved. I'm struggling with taking a leap forward towards living a clean and healthy life. A huge part of me wants to give it up, another part of me worries about what a fucking mess I will be during a time where I have so much planning and organizing to do. I hate how the self destructive voices in my head keep telling me to keep using and fuck this all up...because good things are happening and somehow I feel undeserving of all of it. This sounds pathetic and all over the place (i apologize) but this is really what I'm feeling right now. Thanks for listening.
  17. I bought the dress a few months ago and truthfully if I gain 10lbs I might as well buy another dress. I sound so fucking shallow right now but its important to me not to look like I'm busting out the seams...just this once. But you're right QuitOnce there is a lot of baggage that comes with using adderall and I do want to free of it when I'm walking down that aisle. I just haven't figured out how to.
  18. I’ve always had issues with my weight and quitting now (5 mths till my wedding) seems too risky for me because I know I will put on 10lbs and hate myself for it. A day off of adderall is a day of binge eating for me. Also, every time I stop taking it its like my GI system completely shuts down which makes me gassy and bloated (tmi, I know). P.S I am also taking 100mg of Wellbutrin SR, which doesn’t do shit. Any advice on the weight gaining issue?
  19. Gosh thank you. everyone has been so incredibly supportive on here. I'm going back to work tomorrow and I'm scared. I haven't flushed the rest of these pills yet...
  20. Thank you for sharing this.
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