Kyle_Chaos

I only tried it for about a week, maybe I shouldn't be so hasty and impatient with everything.

Good job Do you feel like your Lexapro hurts your studying at all? I know when I was on that, it seemed to cloud my brain completely.. I hope sometime in this next year I can sign up for a few classes and give it a go.

Appreciate it buddy, I'm super fit physically..it's just mentally where I'm unhealthy. I'll decide what to do this week, I'm super indecisive when it comes to everything (that may or may not be a symptom of ADHD) This Sunday is going swell, I'm watching "Jersey Shore" on Netflix, it's so bad that it's worth watching for the parody value.

I wouldn't think a cleanse would help all that much.. Things will definitely get better, it's just a slow recovery process. Just eat healthy, exercise, sexercise, repeat.

How do you do this? It seems like it should be so obvious but I have no clue how to delete past posts..

That was my first thought as well, "What was this kid on?" I know I've felt like killing plenty of people while on Adderall. The slightest thing can set you off when you're in a state of constant discontent.

This post brought my favorite "evil" doctor to mind, so I had to post this..

I can get cut off again this next week without going into detail about addiction. I'm wondering if I should try an anti-depressant or not, I know I truly feel alive after running 3-4 miles.. but if I keep this up on a daily basis I'm going to get injured..lol. We'll see.

Yeah, it doesn't seem to do too much. I can't tell if I'm having the placebo effect today or just feeling good because I ran 6 miles yesterday... Oh well, I'll try it for the next couple days and see if I notice a significant impact on my mental state.

I had it an hour before eating, I am in a slightly better mood today I suppose.. I just feel a little cloudy headed, I can't think quite as well but I do feel a little more giddy.

I've taken this supplement a few years back, and I've recently started taking it again. I don't notice any benefit from it mentally, what have you all noticed as far as benefits when you've taken it? Maybe I should try it for a few weeks before I knock it

Never, it always seemed to dehydrate me to the point where everything is completely dried up..

I don't really see military doctors as like that (though they could be) It was actually really difficult for me to get put on adderall in the first place. You're right about me cancelling, and I think I'm going to try Wellbutrin first, if adderall mainly messes with your dopamine stores, then I'll use the one anti depressant (to my knowledge) that acts on dopamine.

I think I just needed a taste of it, now that I've been reminded the damage it can do, it's a good thing. Relapse is just a part of recovery for some of us, I suppose. I'm in the military and I just got some from my doctor, I can always manipulate my way into whatever dosage or whatever I want. I have to meet with the Doctor again next week (I can't be honest about my habits, because I am in the military and that would get me in a ton of trouble) I am going to cancel it again and either try Wellbutrin or Lexapro (I've tried Lexapro before and it seemed to work okay)

Anytime I've been at work on Adderall, I DREAD social situations like you wouldn't believe (especially when I'm behind on sleep). Most of the time I just pray that NO ONE will talk to me, because faking emotion on adderall feels extremely draining.

I'm "Lightjogger666" on Nike Plus.

GNC brand Magnesium works well for my anxiety.

It's possible to binge on drugs without any serious family or psychological issues. I got the high feeling from the first pill, started having sex..and didn't want to let it go.. so I kept popping them. The pills themselves made me obsess over keeping the "high" feeling.. I just don't need to have access to adderall, I don't need a psych-evaluation. (Though I already do talk to a counselor every few weeks about my ADHD). I won't binge again though, pinky promise!

that's impressive, I may just need an anti depressant or something to fill the void for a while..

There's nothing in the FL area, bummer.

I disagree with some of the people in the commentary, "This does just as much damage as illegal street drugs if misused." Bullshit, idiots. Adderall recovery does suck, but it's nothing in comparison to someone abusing heroin or meth in a serious way.

InRecovery, how long have you been off Adderall? Falcon, I know it was a stupid move..I think the only reason I am handling myself okay afterwards is that I'm in excellent cardiovascular shape (I ran my Air Force PT test, which is 1.5 miles in 9:18) I still feel a little bit off from the binge, but I'm coming back. I still don't feel nearly as bad as when I was abusing normal amounts for a good month.. I'll be fine. I don't have any unresolved issues of any sort, I have a stable career and my family life is fine, my only issue is Adderall.. I appreciate the tough love guys, I need it lol.

I am back to feeling super lethargic, I just want to sleep constantly.

I bought it off of someone... I will be okay, it isn't the end of the world.

Falcon, I didn't take twenty at once..it was over the period of a few days. Also, I don't recall bumping into anything and didnt take advil..so who knows?