Kyle_Chaos

I don't. When I did..I just smoked the "E cigarettes"..so it really wasn't a big deal.

Has anyone else noticed that their perception of time has taken a bit to get back to normal since getting off Adderall? My year is just now starting to actually feel like a normal year, rather than so much going on in my head in one day that it feels like a month.. It's the strangest thing..

One small cup of coffee relaxes my brain a little, but the Jack3d completely motivates me and wakes me up. You should try it, it's pretty intense.

I have decided to ween off of it, I can't stay numb forever. Eventually you have to face reality and yourself, I've spent years running from being hyper perceptive and just..myself. It's time to learn to deal with it without nicotine or anti depressants.

I've always run while using it. I'm a lot faster off of it though, oddly. I really don't see the shock factor here, Adderall was originally prescribed for weight loss.

It was military doctors who put me on on Adderall in the first place. Before the military I hadn't really taken it that often, and by the way..no one tells recruiters the truth about what they've done, if they did..the military would be a lot smaller.

I'd like to eventually pay to have the official one taken. I may check those out sometime, thanks.

That's depressing, it's good that the word about Adderall being harmful is getting out there though..

I don't think a little dopamine damage is going to change anyone that much. When I was 19 (before adderall) I got INTJ and I still get INTJ at 26.

It's consistent. My career type doesn't really at all suit my personality..

Has anyone taken it? I'm completely obsessed with the test, I've taken it a billion times. I think it would be neat to see everyone's results on the test. I'm INTJ, btw.

As awkward as Skyping can be, it would be kind of neat if we all had each other's Skype username's, in case we get tempted or need someone to talk to. Mine is "Steventhekyle" You're welcome to drunken Skype me anytime

That's good enough for me. Appreciate it!

Maybe I should... I've been asking people on Reddit.com "psychopharmacology" for a while now, but they're a bunch of fucking snobs so I never get a response.

I just wish I knew someone who knew if taking it will mess up my dopamine receptors recovering properly.. I wish I knew someone who had taken it in the beginning of recovery and still successfully recovered.

I'm def. not bipolar. I appreciate the input guys, I'll stay on it a little while longer and just run more when I get pissed off. I tend to make spiratic choices, so I'm glad I can consult you guys before I do something stupid.

I've tried piracetam, it's for fixing damage done to the brain from alcohol, correct? Either way, I tried it for a few days and it made me feel very strange.

I'm going to get off my anti-depressant, I'm at the lowest dose..but I've noticed a few negatives. -My temper is really horrible on it -There are no real lows or highs to life, it's all equilibrium -I'm horny all the time -I'm "nicer," but it's all fake. I miss being me, even if I am a cynical asshole. I'm going to ween myself off in about a month..because then I will be three months adderall free (since my one day relapse since september) I just felt like posting this because I can always vent and express myself on this forum, it's excellent.. Goodnight everyone.

I'm sorry to hear that, I hope things get better for you.

That...seems depressing.

Went back to the doctor the other day, got back on 100 SR instead of the 150, I'm pretty sure it just depends what company makes the generics.. because the 100 is sooo much better.

That's depressing, at what point in being clean in the 6 year period did you feel you had fully gained your old self back?

I relapsed recently, but before that I hadn't taken it since September.. Sadly, the relapse, counts..so almost two months

If you signed in with the old account you previously used, then it would have the old info.