Kyle_Chaos

I've had one of my supervisors at my last base (I'm in the Air Force) ask me if I was "too high to hear them and follow instructions." They all knew I was on Adderall (I had no problem telling everyone.) Pretttyyy embarrassing

That's hilarious!

I don't know, but I'm going to try it out when I get paid tomorrow http://www.amazon.com/Source-Naturals-DMAE-351mg-Capsules/dp/B0010ZWJDU/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1358212308&sr=8-1&keywords=DMae

It's a neat concept, but I get everything done because I am "one of those type A" personalities (at least in the sense of getting everything done)

Yes, and it's funny because BEING paranoid on adderall of what people may think of you..well, it shows in your behavior and it's obvious to others around you that something is wrong with you. On adderall the paranoia is justified. I used to think I had social anxiety..but really it was just the meds, and now I'm somewhat outspoken and not shy at all (could have to do with the wellbutrin too)

I like it!

Thanks, yeah.. I would have thought about having to be honest with everyone on the site after I relapsed and the tongue lashing I would have received.

Yeah, well it doesn't say anything about that on my bottle..it just simply says that the medication can "make you drowsy." I turned down drinking tonight, and instead enjoyed some Harry Potter. Appreciate it though.

The temptation of Adderall comes in waves, earlier today I was nearly foaming at the mouth fiending for the stuff. As of tonight, I've been more reasonable in my thought process about it, I thought about how terrible it can be after feeling like a robot for a few days, when nothing satisfies you (no matter what). Living in a state of perpetual discontent.. I think it's important that we remind ourselves on a daily basis just how horrible the stuff can be, even at a low dose..you're draining the chemicals that make you an individual..that make you human.. .

You're right, I need to cut the drinking out.

Horrible idea. I've been drinking a bit more than I should lately, and I've noticed it takes me a couple days to feel normal again after even a drink or two. The day after drinking on Wellbutrin (today) I'm always in a HORRIBLE mood. Has anyone else had a similar experience?

I just hope I'm not hurting my recovery by taking this stuff

"Using Meth responsibly".. c'mon' now, that's the only way to fly. hahahaha

Yes, I drink a lot of coffee. Doesn't really give me anxiety, just a slight energy boost.

I do see what you were trying to say, yes..lol. I think there is such a thing as responsible use, I still think taking one daily is bad for you. It still atrophies your brain.. Yes, it's a legitimate treatment for ADHD.

It's a decent game. Your post should probably be deleted, we'll just see how "responsible" you can be with it after a while using it for a while and developing a tolerance. You can only play around with it in a slightly responsible manner for so long... But yeah man, do what you will. You'll be back on this site in a few years posting for a different reason.

I think generic stuff is reasonably cheap. It is still working great, I am about to have to raise the dose though.. (I take 100 sr daily.. that's a really low dosage) I just hope taking it isn't preventing my dopamine receptors from repairing themselves.

Nike plus is an app. for Iphone/Itouch that keeps up with your milage without GPS. (it isnt entirely accurate..but it is reasonably close)

That's awesome, do you have Nike Plus? If so, I'll add you. After about two weeks of running/doing anything it becomes habit and you feel strange NOT doing it. That's how I feel about running now, I have to limit myself so I don't overdo it.

Excellent. You probably should ditch that pill, you don't want any temptation around or it's always going to be in the back of your mind.

Appreciate it, the posts that inspire me the most are the people that have been clean for years and feel the mental clarity that comes from that.. I'm excited about being there one day.

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That book is now in my basket at Amazon.com

So you were on Wellbutrin XR before or you're just now getting on it? It's working FANTASTIC for me, I have absolutely zero social anxiety and a lot less depression now. I wish you the best.