Zerokewl

amazing fly to Canada we can have a coffee

Welcome to the board. Its going to take some time for focus and energy to return. In the early stages just keep it really simple. You will find the side effects outweigh the benefits of Adderall which are pretty over rated.

Diet is everything. So easy to forget.

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Bootcamp was hard suicides, squats, jumping jacks. All on the first hot day we've had in a loooong time. When the hour was up I felt good, sore but good. I am excited to be back, bootcamps were impossible on Adderall. Today was most certainly a triumph. Also I rode my bicycle for the first time today. I think we are all going to have an amazing summer!

bootcamp done D+. Early in my recovery I realized something: I lost my job because of Adderall, but I took Adderall because of my job.

bootcamp 1

This post took a lot of courage and honesty Robin. You are in my prayers.

Whats the deal with Adderall and spreadsheets. I spent hours fucking around with conditional formatting and if else statements

Gawd that brings back memories of truly awful Canadian Television ( there is no other kind)

Your story is very similar to mine. I had finally put some things in my past, quit smoking, lost weight was really getting into fitness. I was becoming the person I wanted to be. Figured I needed an edge started taking adderall my entire life went boom and I totally lost control of my life. Now I'm rebuilding and reinventing myself. I live with that stinging shame too. Worried I wasted my life and blown every chance. Friends return, people forgive and you meet new people. Recovery is about putting that shame in the past and learning to be future focused. Its a difficult road at times, but its a whole lot easier than the road you are on. Try to imagine yourself if another 8 years passes on Adderall. Pretty fucking grim right? The first step is all about making a promise to yourself. It may be a promise you've broken a million times before. But this time it is different. Why? Because you are taking charge again. Today I'm,going to attend my first bootcamp (intense exercise regimen not actual boot-camp) since I quit Adderall. Boot camp is in a few hours..I'm going to listen to this song on reapeat for the remainder of the day. Its is a journey of a thousand steps but we are here to support and be supported.

Kenny Powers: But a true champion, face to face with his darkest hour, will do whatever it takes to rise above. A man fights, and fights, and then fights some more. Because surrender is death, and death is for pussies.

non-linear recovery -- pawsy days

B-camp tommorow

Nice work everyone.

You are still in very early recovery. Your brain chemistry is re-calibrating. Feeling crazy is perfectly normal. Just rest and make life as easy as possible.

QUeen Victoria Day--- Being part of the monarchy has its advantages

nice work FW

Thats huge telling your doc is a major step. You should be proud of yourself.

tax refund ... thinking about getting a Roku 3

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