Zerokewl

May the Fourth be With You .... RIP MCA !

well said

probably not be careful with the bipolar diagnoses early recovery. I thought that too early recovery and well its just part of the roller coaster of brain chemistry recalibrating.

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spring clean big day

committed myself to 15 boot camps this spring starting May 21... Pre adderall I was really into boot camps. Hoping I can make a come back .

With adderall addiction the side effects generally outweigh the good it does. Once clean for awhile, the amazing things you accomplished while on Adderall will seem less amazing. The drug is a liar, it gives you false confidence that keeps you in the addiction. You just believe you are more productive on adderall, the reality is you've probably filled your day with busywork. Adderall is a mindfuck. Take some time and read the articles on this site. It may not all sink in at once when you are ready to quit for you the decision will be simple

freezing cold

goodmorning

Welcome to the board. Adderall has a way of making everything look worse than it actually is. Adderall is a dirty liar, it doesn't take the depression away it creates it. So you have to keep taking pills to make it go away. The energy, motivation and fun are all part of the lie. Sure somethings are fun on Adderall like excel, and reorganizing your sock drawers. But off adderall lots of things are fun like spring days spent with friends & family. Take some time read the articles on this site. You can get free maybe rehab is an option. Your recovery path is entirely up to you. We are here to support and be supported. I hope you get some sleep and some peace.

i have no idea. Tho that make sense the battery fell out when it dropped. I don't want to buy a new laptop so I keep fixing this guy.

americanos

Welcome to the board. Getting free of this stuff is totally possible. Gonna take some time, some effort and some inner strength. The good news is your overall fitness will likely be even better. I bet all the side effects are dragging you down. Take some time and read the articles on this site. Prepare and plan your quit. Your gonna need some crash time. Ask questions we are here to help.

one word comes to mind fortidude

Welcome.

you can take omega 3 as an alternative --- like a vegan hippie

dropped laptop breaking usb wifi adapter. when i finally boot it up the internal wifi adapter magically works again.

telling your doctor and cutting off your supply is a huge committed step towards being free.

havin one of those days like part of my brain turned on again for the first time in ages.

nice! Cutin off the supply means business.

11 months

dubstep excel sum=epic drop

its a fairly inexpensive supplement to add to your routine. Can't hurt really to try it.